Savitri, My First Physical Love

It was in 1973. I was in my first job at Durgapur Steel Plant and had gone on an official visit to Bhilai Steel Plant. When the visit was over and we were to return to Durgapur, I decided not to go back immediately but to visit some more places around Bhilai. I overstayed in the guesthouse, I was provided for the official visit. I hunted Bhilai township and Durg for two days but could not find any thrill, I was on the lookout but did not know what exactly it was.

Then I moved to Raipur by train to stay and stray there for some time. On leaving the train at Raipur Railway Station, I asked a rikshaw-puller to take me to some economical hotel for my stay. He drove around some markets and brought me to the entrance of two-storied building housing a hotel. I took my luggage and went to the reception counter, checked in with my information in a register. I was handed over a key of a room at the first floor. As I was moving up on the stairs, there she was – a dark colored woman, quite senior to me in age, with a well-shaped body, simply dressed. Our eyes met in affirmative tones and I realized that she was the thrill I had been looking for all these days.

Before this, I had never sexually interacted with any woman. So, I hesitated to talk to her, she also kept quiet. I went to my room thinking of her and how to manage my first meeting with this woman, I liked instantly, but found no clue to overcome my hesitation. The evening and the night passed, without any courage in myself for a closer interaction.

Early in the morning, I moved with a toothbrush in my hand to a common wash-basin to brush my teeth. Her room was close-by, she also came out after our eyes met again with disappointments of wasting of the night. As she came close to me, I asked her, “What is your name?” which she replied with a smile on her dark face, “Savitri”. Then, I asked her to come to my room, which she refused saying that she had been staying there for many days then for a treatment of her son in a local hospital, so people there knew her well.

It was a heavy blow to me after the storm of hope of a union with her. I softly said, “Then…”

“We can go to a home of my close friend in the city.” I instantly agreed. We got out of the building, moved some distance on the road, and took a rikshaw under her guidance. On reaching her friend’s home, she found her home locked. Our hope was shattered once again.

By this time, we had become known to each other and our liking for each other had intensified. She was from a village in the area, belonged to a local tribe, was illiterate and having a sexy appeal in her body. Her husband was a drunkard and did not care for her. With me, she wanted to quench her sexual thirst which had been under suppression for a long time but was aroused then and burning her. So far, I had hold only her warm hand in my hand while we were sitting side by side in the rikshaw.  

“Then..” I whispered.

“Let us go to the jungle on the outskirt of the city but not very far away from that place”, she replied thoughtfully. We again rode a rikshaw under her guidance and gradually moved out of the city. Everywhere in the fields nearby, there were farmers working. She did not find any suitable place.    

“Then..” I whispered.

“Let us go back to the hotel and be together there itself. Come what may.” said she with courage and enthusiasm. I agreed. She directed the rikshaw-puller accordingly. On the way, I purchased some fruits. It took about half-an-hour to reach back to the hotel. There was a lot of activity at the place, so moved upstairs separately with she much behind me. I directly reached my room, unlocked and went inside keeping the door half open. In a few minutes, she entered the room and bolted from inside.

She wrapped her body on mine wildly rubbing all over my body while I was kissing all over her face. Soon, we were fully undressed. I took her in my arms to the bed… We both were wild with desires of satisfying each other to derive maximum pleasure from the union. She guided me wherever I lacked in the interaction for that being my first experience. The first session lasted for about half an hour with we lying haphazardly in each other’s arms, bodies closely set with each other and the final stroke made both of us unconscious for some time. It was a great state of calmness in togetherness.

My eyes opened, lips drawn to hers, hand reached her boobs, making her active again… ahhh..

Thus, the three sessions made us completely exhausted lying separately on the bed. After a rest of about an hour, she told me that she is late for visiting the hospital, got up, dressed up, and went out of the room. I kept lying in bed for a long time. My train to Durgapur was to leave in the evening at 5 pm, and it was already 3 pm.

I wanted to see her again before my departure, but she did not return by that time. 39 years have passed, I still remember my first encounter with love as an event of a few days back only. That memory charms and recharges my whole body even now.